Cancer

You probably noticed the whole nomakeup nomination for cancer awareness thing and see all these adverts on tv about breast cancer and cancer research in general...

but do you actually check yourselves? My greatgrandma had breast cancer, they got rid of it but you have to stay cancer free for 5 years to know that its gone forever... about a month before being 5 years, my greatgrandma got it back... she's fine so far.. I dont really know whats going on as she is in poland but she is at home and still does her usual things. Before when I thought if I had any kind of cancer... I didn't even know if I would want to fight it... it didn't really bother me but now... when I think I could never see Niko growing if I had cancer, it just scares me... knowing Andy could be a single dad and Niko wouldn't have his mum by his side just makes me want to live as long as possible. Weve all heard of cancer but do we actually do anything about it? I can tell you one thing, I've never checked myself... NEVER. But now I decided to check like once a week or so.. when I think what I could loose simply because of not checkin... its so not worth it. I have my son in my life now and it would be just selfish leaving him... specially with Andy lol :) naah, he would be a great single dad... with lots of mistakes at the beginning but he would get there... I love Niko more than anything and I am scared of having a cancer so even if I had cancer, I would fight!

Hope you would do the same and please check yourself... men can have breast cancer too so men should check as well.. sounds weird doesnt it! I just found out today that they can have it too... check yourself, be sure that you're fine .. do it for yourselves and the ones that love you.

Thanks for reading.
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